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Makulay ang Buhay?

Heto ako nakaupo sa gilid
Walang ginagawa kun’di sumilip
Sa bintanang nakabukas
Ramdam ang malamig na hanging nagmumula sa labas
Naiisip ang mga taong pinakamamahal
Naaalala ang mga problema ‘pag ako’y nagdadasal
Nangingilid ang mga luha sa aking mga mata
Balik-tanaw ko ang dati noong ako ay bata pa
Inosente at walang problema
Tanging nasa isip ay maglaro sa kalsada
Masaya! Kasama ang ibang mga bata

Ako’y napapapikit na lamang sa naiisip
Nagtatanong sa Poong Maykapal kung bakit,
Mga problema wari ko’y sa akin lumalapit
Pwede bang sa iba muna?
Bakit ba ako na naman?
Ako’y tahimik na lang sa isang tabi
Nakatikom ang aking mga labi
Pero utak ko’y nag-aalimpuyo
Masakit ang ulo na nakatungo
Nangingilid kaninang mga luha, bumuhos na
Sumisikip ang dibdib, nahihirapan huminga
Masakit ang lalamunan at hirap makalunok
Mga pagsubok ng buhay hindi ko labis maarok
Kailan ko maiintindihan ang takbo ng kapalaran
Kung utak ko’y gulong-gulo,
May hinanakit na nakabalot sa aking puso

‘Makulay ang buhay”, wika nila
Tanong ko sa sarili ,”Sa akin ba ay iba?”
Pero pilit kong minumulat ang aking mga mata
Sa mga pagkakataon na siguro’y aking nabalewala
Inaalo ang sarili sa harap ng salamin
Pangiti-ngiti, tinitingnan kung bagay ba sa akin
Sa huli, malalim na buntong hininga
Ang pinakakawalan sa gitna ng aking pag-iisa
At sana sa pagsapit ng gabi
Anghel dela gwardiya, sana sa akin tumabi
Upang ako’y protektahan at gabayan
At’tong isip kong magulo ay maliwanagan

Ako ay ordinaryong tao lamang
Problema ay natural lang
Ang pagsubok ay di natatapos
Pero solusyon man ay di rin nauubos

color

It’s Temporary

Power is not always it,
Like money people keep.
For truth holds authority
While the best makes history.

Fame is fatal,phenomenal
superficial, but magical.
Temporary or permanent
Fright sticks, it’s evident

Highs and lows
The water flows
Stars shine brightly
Blinds know, maybe

Comets speed up
Spotlights heat up
Fame is viral
Thus detrimental

Something Stupid…

born stupid?? you may ask me why,
but i also do not know the reason behind
every teardrop that slides down
to every woman’s cheek…
first thought would come in mind, “she’s brokenhearted”…
this what crosses my little brain too..
i wonder why people feel such emotion,
maybe He’s just too good and wonderful
for letting us feel this way
when sometimes we ask why we need to!!!
is it really a need?? or is it still a mystery
that an ordinary human being
can never fathom the depth…
where does an atom come from???
why is there life in a single cell???
did you bother to ask???
or you’re just happy you’re here
doing what you can do within your prowess!
were you able to count the number of your hair strands???
were you able to exactly scale your pain???
were you able to endure a gory cut on your palm
using a blunt knife with ample rust on the edge???
were you able to survive the pain???
or were you able to outlive the implication
the rust brings as an infection,
that goes on to your system
making you feel rigid and slowly squeezes
your little heart to a sudden eternal rest…
how cute!!!
just see how “life” does its own way of living
and dying….
very simple indeed.. but we make life so subtle..
should suffering be a hint of great strength
or great power???
would vengeance makes you “SUPERMAN”?
like in typical movies..??
actors shiver in anger, making horrible faces
doing monologues, “I’ll never let you get away with this”..
.. or maybe i’m watching too much movies..
revenge makes you weak..it’s not a pill
that boosts out your emotion for good!..
it only plays along with your blood
and gradually shreds off to your system.
and before you know it, you made something STUPID!
makes you even more stupid if you realize it in the end
and become remorseful and regretful…
“i shouldn’t have done it”…
what a pick-up line!!!
and you can never pull back the time to correct
your stupidity Stupid!
your life is a clock itself… even if it stops
because it has run out of battery,
or it has been wacked by someone who hated you!
still, it keeps ticking, you just don’t hear it..
because the noise within you
makes you deaf and numb..
what you can hear is other people’s voice
that’s why you keep picking on someone,
noticing their mistakes,
when you should be picking on to yourself!
get a life!

BITTERNESS

 

 

the sun still sets

the sun still sets

some things are just hard to achieve.. no matter how you try to exert your effort, it just won’t do any good… some waste! There’s this term “patience” which i define as  being able to endure the cruelties that life may bring… yes!.. you may have that characteristic in you but, it wears off… like some organic plant that rots…

 

 

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